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Baby! :(

Now one of our baby kittens are sold (and not here anymore), awww I miss him! It is the "tennisball" as we used to call him, because he ate all the time whoch resulted in a very fat round belly (looked as if he had swallowed a tennisball). Wherever you are Tennisball I hope you'll be happy!!!

2010-10-08 @ 16:01:02 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

18 & Home

Yeah so today I am 18 years old and don't ask me what it feels like because I really don't know. I feel normal and like today is just any day. I know 1 thing and that is that when you're little some things are better than being grown up for example christmas and birthdays felt so much more great and funnier than now, I would look forward to it for months and I would wake early without almost having slept at all.
Now I'm offically grown up and it doesn't really feel so special. Okay I can get my own packages at the postal office and drink alcohol (if I'd want to anyway...) and drive I guess. Haha I don't know what I think maybe being grown up is a little of both, because now it is so obvious I'm no longer a child which is good in many ways I guess but sometimes I feel like Peter Pan: I don't wanna grow up!!!
I sometimes reread books and think "but what I know she was older than that! I always imagined her as a super old girl" and then I realize how fast I've become older...

Anyways now I am home in Sweden again which I of course have missed in many ways even though I liked it in Holland too, especially since I like Tim so much:P but after all I am born in a country full of forests, hills, mountains and meadows so I missed the nature a bit and my family and cats. And when I got home again everything felt so weird and I still speak english by mistake sometimes like in the shop and stuff when I'm going to pay! So many things have changed here for example I got a baby sister (Julia) and my brother grew like crazy (he thinks I've been in an airplane the whole month though, when he saw me in the morning first thing he said was: oh Alexandra has come down now!) and my kittens grew too and are now 5 wild mini-lions that like to think of my feet as their preys, and oh how I love my room. Being away from places and people make you see things from another point of view somehow and when I came home I realized that I love my room for some reason and I thought "oh I really do have a good taste" haha.

But even now when I'm home and I meet my best friend and my sister and family there is always one thing missing and that is Tim. So being home is nice but still not.

I think that's all I had to say for now :P

Take care people!

2010-08-23 @ 18:11:33 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

The ring

In two days I will meet Tim, my boyfriend, yaaaay!! :) It will be fun to see where he lives for the first time and meet his family and his cat too:) -and make him clean his room mohahaha- It is Tim's and my hand in the photo above:) I took it last time he was hereeee, he gave me that ring then but now I can't find it:( I think my brother took it, I am really sad about it because I wear that ring everyday and I sometimes think I will get bad luck if I dont ha, but now it has been gone for long and I have been looking everywhere, seriously having baby brothers really suck sometimes... They cant even tell you if they had it or not and where they had it... I want my ring back! My finger feels naked:(

If you want to see the photo in a high quality size, click HERE

2010-07-18 @ 12:20:21 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Thunder & Rain

Today was the first time in many days that I wore jeans (jeans shorts don't count). Seriously it was kind of chilly and it thundered and rained like crazy, it has been thundering a lot lately... I dislike thunder... like really dislike it, it scares me a bit, I've heard so many things about it, things that has happened. There are so many dangers that you can protect yourself from or avoid but thunder is harder to avoid, many times it is just about having bad luck I guess. Must be an awful way to die in:( Anyways we've been celebrating my grandma inside instead -squeezed together-and instead of a quiz-walk outside, we had to have a quiz-walk 'round the table -with wet quiz papers- hahah:) Well it was quite nice anyways!

I know this comes out of nowhere a bit, but I think this year I started realizing that some moments and some things won't last for ever or for very long, all we can do is to remember them. Especially this summer, I know this summer is somehow more special to me than any other summer I had. Perhaps I'm growing up... :)

Me and my sister will maybe have some HP nights again, haha I have no idea how many time I've watched Harry Potter now seriouuslyyyy but yeah, somehow neither me nor my sister gets tired of them:) So today we'll watch the first movie -perhaps 2nd too-, and tomorrow the rest (....ehm the WHOLE lot?!) haha well we'll seee, hope you guys have a good day, good evening and a thunderless one too! Rain on the other hand is quite cozy in the evening, isn't?

2010-07-17 @ 21:29:25 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Tyler Shield

His photos are amazing! :) One of my fave photographers , he posseses a great creative mind! Beautiful!

2010-07-16 @ 17:23:46 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Happy Birthday

Tomorrow is my lovely grandma's birthday! There will be a summerparty for her in her summercottage in Timmernabben (next to the ocean!) , which is just great! The whole family will be there along with lots of presents:) My grandmother is my idol and I will always look up to her, she has always been there for me whenever I needed it or didnt need it, and she has given me so much that it feels like I will never be able to pay things back:) I am sure many of you think that your grandma is best in the whole wide world , but believe me that was before you met mine! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!

2010-07-16 @ 15:59:21 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Alooone

The rest of the family is gone, maaaan, me and my sister owns da house! Ha that's soooo nice, it is quiet, we can do what we want scream as much as we want and eat what we want!! That's NICE:)

Yesterday we ate pizza (mmm) and today we made homemade potato eh...forgot that word well whatever ha and right now we're making a blueberry pie with Vanilla sauce! MMM YEAH! Alone tastes good!

I snatched this photo from my lovely sister :) Looks good huh?

2010-07-15 @ 19:43:34 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

OMG!

I cannot believe it! I opened my wardrobe and got super scared because I was looking around in my stuff and then my cat's head popped up! ha and then I screamed again cause another head popped up! a small one! and then i saw another head too! ha and i was like "OMG THE OOOTHER CAT GOT KITTTENSS!" in my shoebox with shoes and clothes in! ha eew: ( there was 1 kitten we didnt spot until afterwards which waslyign underneath things, gosh we got so worried when we saw it we thought it might be dead but it wasnt thanks god! They are all very small but cuuute and they are all boys! wow now we've got 5 kittens... we can only take care of 2 though so 3 of them need a new home... Anyone who would like to have one?

2010-07-14 @ 21:15:29 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

News update

Time for a little news update :) I haven't been writing in a while because I have been to Timmernabben, my grandma's summercottage, which was very nicee because it is located next to the ocean so whenever you're hot you can just run down to the beach and bathe and the saltwater really attracts sunkissing as well and it was really fun because my cousin Vanessa was there too, so me and my sister played cards with her and took walks with my grandma's cute siberian husky, Yatzy.

And after these days I visited my best friend Josefin on an island called Öland where she worked at a station for birds, which was really nice because I hadn't met her in a while :) So we went to the pizza parlor and to the beach and had some fun with our cameras...

And after that day which was Monday, Thursday came and I was really worried about my pregnant cat, Kiara because she was even more persistent than she usually is and during the whole night she kept puking all over and ran around and she was bleeding too so I thought she would have her kittens that night but she didn't so I hardly slept any at all and on the wednesday, my sister and I hung out with Vanessa again but at our place so we went to the shop and bought lots of stuff and then we went to the beach by bike and we had a lot of fun:) When we got home and we were going to hang our bathingclothes up to dry Kiara came running with something I thought was a rat at first sight but then I realized it was a newborn kitten so I shouted "OMGOMG SHE GOT A KITTEN SHE GOT A KITTEN!" ha yeah and we made sure that kiara let it drink milk and that it was alright but I could feel there was something else in the belly sooo yeah we waited for her to give birth to this one too but she didnt so we went and watched a movie.
When I took a pause to check on Kiara, Kiara started panting after a while when i was petting her and I noticed she was gonna give birth...omgggg (I was all alone with her!!!) so I took the other kitten which was distracting her with its squeaking and I petted it meanwhile encourging Kiara to FIIIIGHTT haha and then eventually I saw a head and after a while it was out and it looked really gross actually but it felt really cool ha to see someone being born to the world:) And I decided I want that kitten ha, which btw looks exactly like her mother... Both are girls and mine is called Poppy and the other one which now is my sister's is called Penny :)

I've been taking care of Kiara and the kittens a lot these days and yesterday my friend Josefin came and we had a movienight! yeah! haha

Have a good day fooolks!

2010-07-14 @ 12:09:05 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (2) Trackbacks ()

I AM PISSED OFF!

Here is the story:

Me and my sister bike to the shop and buy enery drinks, My little sister (16 years old) pays first and then it is my turn...

Girl behind counter: ID please.
Me (surprised!!): Ehm, don't you have to be like 15 to buy this?
Girl behind counter: Eh yes. ID?
Me (WTF face): Eh... ID? I am SEVENTEEN... (soon 18)
Girl behind counter: Sorry I cannot do that, I need ID, please.
Me (more WTF face than ever): Eh... But I don't have any with me?
Girl behind counter: Sorry then I can't let you buy this.
Me: What?! Sure then I won't buy it...
Girl behind counter: Okay... I'll put this away.

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT THEEEEEEEEEEE FUUUUUUUCKKKKK!!! I WAS DENIED BUYING AN ENERGY DRINK AND IM TURNING 18 IN AUGUST DAMMIT! I WAS TAKEN FOR A 14-YEAR OLD OR WHO KNOWS YOOUUUNGER? MY LIIIITTTTLE SISTER PASSED!!! HUMILIATING OR WHAAAAAT!! I AM SOOO PISSED OFF!

I wanted that energy drink:( I had to buy RASBERRY SODA.

/fjortis (sorry can't translate that)

2010-06-28 @ 20:32:53 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (4) Trackbacks ()

1st plunge of the year!

Yup!! Believe it or not but today's hot weather made me bathe in the lake! It was kinda chilly first but yeah I DID IT!!! haha I don't know what it is exactly but plunging in the lake for the first time makes me feel like "wuhoo! I DID IT YA LOSERS!" It is really immature and silly actually, but even though I dont feel like it I just HAVE to bathe just to have done it! haha, this year my first plunge came off late but yup:) Now it's done yiippieee... I am hot all over again now and feel like bathing again...but then I will just get hot on my way back again, right? Oh well I ain't complaingggg:)

2010-06-27 @ 17:49:06 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Bored? Fuck yeah.

I wanna go somewhere suuuper far with car and just gaze out of the window and listen to music and daydream... That's like... one of my hobbies.

7 things I'm unhappy about

1) I am freezing.
2) My new shoes are lovely but I cannot wear them 'cause they are too damn big.
3) Tim is not here
4) Josefin is going away , nooo!!!
5) My glasses are still broken and I dreamed that I can't see a f*ck
6) The weather refuses to stay NICE!
7) Radio.Blog.Club stopped working for some weird reason. F-U-C-K.

2010-06-13 @ 14:00:36 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Movie night with the girls

Hello, as you notice I am finally a bit more active with posting entries on my blog now when I am finally free from homeworrk + that my bf is still in school so I have a lot (too much?) to do other things:) I am waiting for the new parts for my Miu Miu glasses (ha sorry if that sounds snobbish, I did not even know it was Miu Miu when I bought them haha) from ITALY to come as well cause my glasses broke AGAIN!!!!!! (UNBELIEVEBLEEEEEE!!!) And no I didnt jump on them... haha

Ha anyways I had a movienight with my best friend , Josefin, mostly because that'll be our last time together before she leaves for her summerjob on Öland... So you we decided to have a girls' night together with Bea an' watch some movies and eat lots of calories..haha:D

We had a long walk with some nice chatting...(haha!) andddd we walked through tornados and rain..(actually! My umbrella broke! Josefin's too! And some kids were laughing at us when we came walking by their house! And I almost flew away in the air!!!! ACTUALLY!)

And when we got home we were really tired and we ate some candy and chips while watching a movie which we thought was a comedy which didnt seem to be...cause it wasnt that laughprovoking.... You know that new movie with Jim Carrey "I love you Phillip Morris"(?) haha, it was kinda a bit..funny sometimes but yeah ha mostly saaaad haha:)

And then we watched the CLASSIC Swedish movie one never could get tired of and it kinda turned into a tradition to watch it every summer haha:) SUNES SOMMAR! (Sune's summer) It is SUUUPERFUNNYY!! And SO typically Swedish (you people who wonder what swedes are like watch thaat haha) :)
That scene when the doctor comes and takes Rudolf's plaster óff from his leg and his wife is like "Rudolf, calm down! Ít is gone now, hon!" And he is like "MY LEG MY LEG!!" hahaha that is so funnyy!! haha I couldnt stop laughing haha :D If you didnt see it you gotta do:)

Sunes sommar:)

2010-06-12 @ 22:37:22 Permalink Thoughts Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

When comes the sun?

Seriously it is MENTAL how much I miss the sun and the summer! Today when I woke up and the sun was shining on my face it actually didn't feel very awful to get up and it really made me cheerful:) Snow and coldness is just soooo depressing, GO AWAY!!!

Listen to this song by The Beatles (this version is rather crappy but anyway!) and close your eyes and imagine it is summer and the sun is here again, O.M.G that makes me wanna cry of happiness!!

10 Reasons why the Sun should come back

1. This awfully cold winter makes my skin look like sh*t, the sunlight is totally good for your skin (unless you sunbathe so much that you burn it like crazy and get cancer...then...less good) because it KILLS all evil pimples without mercy.

2. The hair gets bleached and beautiful + the fresh air makes it much more alive

3. Waking with sun on your face and hearing the twittering of birds isn't a very bad thing

4. Lying on the grass reading/listening to music/sleeping or just cuddling with your boyfriend/girlfriend is just like paradise

5. My little rabbit won't have to stay in his little boring, grassless cage anymore

6. It will be bright all day long! (which means: better and more photography occasions for me!)

7. I can BIIIKEEEEEE AGAINNNN (and walk more than 4 meters away from the house so you won't have to desperately run back home again because it is so fucking cold that you can't take it)

8. You can BATHEEE!!!

9. Eat lots of icecream and sleep in cottages!

10. Live with My honeeeyyyy (Tim Lommerse<3<3<3<3!!!) in the Netherlands!:) (Tulip fields here I coommeee)

I looked through my folders and found some pictures from last summer! COME BACK!!!
Click the small photos for bigger view!